The Tension Where Truth Lives

The Weight Between Words With Pastor Charles Howse

Did You Notice the Crowd?

Look again.

Not at her first — but at everything around her.

Before Jesus ever addresses the woman, a crowd has already formed. It doesn’t feel chaotic. It feels organized. Certain. Confident. They are close enough to speak for God, yet far enough to avoid seeing themselves. What stands out immediately is how quickly attention settles on one person, one moment, one visible detail.

She is brought forward. Placed in the middle. Made the issue.

But if you stand where Jesus is standing, you notice something else.

You notice how fast people gather when there is something to judge.

How comfortable certainty feels when it belongs to a group.

How easily Scripture becomes a tool when formation is unfinished.

Everyone sees the woman.

Jesus sees the crowd.

That matters more than we often realize.

Because what unfolds next is not really about adultery — it’s about posture. About how people handle tension. About what happens inside us when something unsettles our values, our assumptions, or our sense of control.

And suddenly, this ancient scene doesn’t feel distant at all.

Different context. Different details. Same energy.

A picture circulates. A comment is made. A dress becomes the focal point. Opinions form quickly. Sides are taken confidently. Some rush to defend. Others rush to condemn. And almost no one pauses long enough to ask why this moment feels so urgent to them.

Standing here, beside Jesus, you begin to see the pattern.

Controversy rarely begins with clarity.

It begins with discomfort.

And discomfort demands resolution.

So the crowd presses forward, not because the question is sincere, but because silence feels threatening. Something must be said. Someone must be corrected. The tension must be released.

Jesus does not release it.

He bends down.

The silence stretches.

This is the moment most people miss.

Because silence doesn’t feel spiritual — it feels awkward. But Jesus understands something we often resist: when we move too quickly to correct what we see outwardly, it is often because we are avoiding what truth might expose inwardly.

This is where the story turns.

Jesus finally speaks, but not to answer the question they asked. Instead, He turns the attention inward.

“Let the one without sin cast the first stone.”

It isn’t an accusation.

It isn’t a defense.

It’s a mirror.

And mirrors are uncomfortable because they don’t let us stay observers.

One by one, the crowd begins to thin. Not because the issue disappeared. Not because the law changed. But because something inside them was confronted.

Standing here, watching this unfold, you realize something quietly unsettling:

The moment wasn’t revealing her as much as it was revealing them.

And maybe — revealing us.

Because the real question in moments like these is rarely What should be done about her?

It’s What is being exposed in me right now?

Why does this bother me so deeply?

Why do I feel compelled to speak?

Why do I need to be right?

Why do I need someone else to be wrong?

Only after the crowd clears does Jesus turn to the woman.

Not to shame her.

Not to perform mercy for an audience.

But to invite her into transformation.

That order matters.

Formation always comes before correction.

Self-awareness before authority.

Silence before speech.

If you stay with this scene long enough, it begins to ask something of you.
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Pastor Charles E. Howse Jr
Beth-El Baptist Church
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